The Forgotten Blog

I haven't posted anything in a very long time. I have been extremely busy. In fact I have possibly been too busy because I got fired yesterday. YUP FIRED! After 10 years of hard work, encouragement and loyalty..FIRED. Although I was fired by man I know that God is in control. I certainly wish I could send this post to Geico and have the managers read it LOL. I am a daughter of the King of kings and Lord of all. I will have moments of sadness and shock but I know that all things work together for good for me because I love God. So my GRCC-my church is on a fast until 5/27/12. I haven't been on my best behavior for the past 2 days but I am getting back in the saddle. I have been praying that I make it into heaven no matter what God has to change or reorder in my life. Then I wondered will my job be something that He will take away. A few months ago the Holy Spirit led me to read Job-chapter one. Then I realized that somethings in my life were going to change in order to lead me to a more intimate relationship with God. If this is going to lead me to knowing Him more intimately then I welcome this death. I am afraid of course but I am willing to see what new adventure God has planned for me. I am going to take the advice of my friend and sister -take your time. I need to slow down my life and see what God is up to instead of expecting God to catch up to me and work on my schedule. I am a control freak and my attempts to limit God and show Him what parts of my life He is allowed to touch are what has brought me to this point. My assistant pastor made a statement that God hedges in new believers-this wasn't my experience at all. I immediately was thrown into the fire. I now see how this caused me to begin putting up my guard towards God and not truly trusting His plans for me. Now I have time to reevaluate my walk and whether or not I am really in "The Way". I also have time to blog..LOL.