FL-SH

I left out the vowel intentionally, kind of like how some Christians and Jewish folks spell G-d. Flesh has been an idol for me more than I'd like to admit in 2011. Fasting sunk way down on my to do list and so has most other forms of crucifying my flesh. Grace..if it wasnt for the GRACE of God I would be most miserable. When I get discouraged and down on myself for not meeting my expectations I have for myself. I remember that 5 letter G word and how Jesus laid down His life for me. He considers me His friend and sister, and I consider Him my God and my Savior. He has freed me from the bondage I chose to enslave myself to over and over again. I chose slavery and He has given me freedom. I can say I am glad to be aware that I have a choice as well as the freedom to choose. This is a great time to lay down my life before God and allow Him to search me, try me and know my heart. I am willing to hear from Him as he reveals any and every wicked way in me and points me in that straight and narrow path that leads to Him.cI absolutely love the adventure of being a disciple of Christ!