My sister thought it would be a good idea for me to blog to share some teaching and insights into the bible and spiritual things. I thought about it and I would like to share with you my death.....not my physical death but the death of my selfishness, vain ways and ambitions. I decided to die..yup die. It's time to stop being afraid of where God iz gonna take me and get on board for the ride.
I started a devotional ...super painful..more than that freakin' excruciating pain.. called- oddly enough-CALL TO DIE. It was written by David Nasser whom I had never heard of. I was looking for a devotional book because I knew God was urging me to lay down my life for my friends. The friends I have and the ones I am gonna make. He is calling me to sell out for Him and become a bondwoman for the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
So as I am perusing the iternet for this "life changing" devotional- I come across the Nasser book. I order it, it gets lost in the mail and of course they sent me another. And people think God doesnt have a sense of humor..are you kidding me? As I read the intro I thought,"Is this dude for real?". Even in the introduction Nasser lets me know I am going to have to lay down some carnal, selfish ways and really consider my half hearted walk with Christ. So I put the book away for 2 months..LOL. However I am dealing with God..Hello..the Creator of the universe, Sustainer of everything who thought it not robbery to come down to earth in human form and die for my-your-sins. So I had to pick it up and begin this journey. The kind of journey that causes me deep godly sorrow and joy. The kind that causes me to consider my God and not myself.
Anyway, I would like to share this journey of joy and pain, laughter and tears with anyone wants to read it. I have decided to really give my life to God and stop taking it back..Pray for me...
WELCOMING DEATH AND LIFE IN CHRIST
